Updates... and a lyrics I am toying with.

So lately sales have slacked off. I have finished writing a new book but because it is still being edited it has not been released yet. Soon, I promise. I do know for a fact, however, that it is just about ready for e-print. It is called While she sleeps and I promise you.. this one is a dozy. We are on the cusp of moving out of our current apartment and in with family for a while. Times are tough, everyone is cutting back and doing what they can to save money, us included. So I guess I am feeling a bit down. My lyrics tonight are for a song I am toying with called Can't escape me. It is a little dark as I seem to be extremely depressed tonight. It will pass, I will use my funk to work on my new book. Here are the lyrics and off I go... 

If I wrote it in blood

Would it make it any more real?

Smearing my failures
On a mirror

Like cancer




Read my secrets

See how I reel

I fall continuously

If only you could see




I'm empty

I'm hollow

I'm bitter

Full of regret

Hear my words

See my pain

Help me figure out

Who the fuck to blame




If I wrote it in blood

Would it make this any more real?

Smearing my failures

On a mirror

Like cancer

You can't escape me




You hold me down

I break free

You scream out the truths

I fail to see

It doesn't make you better

Nothing is forever

Except...




I'm empty

I'm hollow

I'm bitter

Full of regret

Hear my words

See my pain

Help me figure out

Who the fuck is to blame




If I wrote it in blood

Opened these wounds

Bleeding to heal

Some of my truths

Would I still be empty?

Would I still be alone?

Full of regret




You don't hear me

You don't see me

So I blame you

I blame you




If I wrote this in blood

Would it be anymore real?

Smearing my failures
On a mirror

Like cancer

You can't escape me

You can't escape me