Deceptions

Every now and again I feel the urge to write out some.. lyrics I have banging around my skull. I couldn't sleep and I am perhaps a tad over medicated due to a recent and painful strain on my back..anyway.. here is deceptions

You say it's all my head
(what is it anyway?)
The voices have said
(That you are against me)
I struggle to find
(A way away from here)
Only to find
(These chains that bind me)

I try so hard to fight
The lies I hide without the light
Here in the dark it is so easy to achieve
All the deceptions that I need

I tried to break away
(For all the good it's done)
I swore I'd never be the same
(Hide the razor beneath your tongue)
And though I've tried to hide it
I have failed to disguise it

I try so hard to fight
The lies I hide without the light
Here in the dark it is so easy to achieve
All the deceptions that I need

And it seems
I am coming apart at the seams
And it seems
You knew everything
Everything
Everything

You say it's all in my head
(What is it anyway?)
The voices have said
(That you are against me)
I struggle to find
(A way away from here)
Only to find
(These chains that bind me)

I try so hard to fight the madness deep inside of me
I struggle hard to find my voice
My hands they shake as I struggle to break free
The truth it breaks
The little pieces I had left of me inside of me

And it seams I am coming apart at the seams
And it seems
You knew everything
Everything
Everything


I try so hard to fight
The lies I hide without the light
Here in the dark it is so easy to achieve
All the deceptions that I need


I try so hard to fight
The lies I hide without the light
Here in the dark it is so easy to achieve
All the deceptions that I need

I try so hard to fight
The lies I hide without the light
Here in the dark it is so easy to achieve All the deceptions that I need