Sad sad gray days - nothing like writing out your blues. This is Brutal Companion

oh brutal depression
you steal my heart
crushing weight upon my soul
you are tearing me apart
some girls have it easy
so girls have it nice
not me
a screaming bitch
i beg you to save me from me
twice

oh brutal companian
harbored in my hellish soul
why must you shatter me agaisnt your rocks?
is it not enough to see me pained?
i called through your high tides
over winds that whipped too high
trying to fish myself out of your sea
but you are drowning all the good
that i had
stored inside of me

oh brutal frenemy
why must you have me on my knees?
it is not enough that I grovel
as i crawl
on my
bloodied knees
begging please
Release me
Release me
is this not enough from me?

oh brutal end
how i know you will come
gutting me
to take me with you
emotionally
before you are done

oh constant companion
you have an endless set of masks
switching them against me
you use them against me
as i never hear the whispers that warn me
to your pending arrival
which you will i face?
which you will end me?

oh brutal master
i submit to your will
id do anything to subdue you
even take their endless pills
I will choke down my own opinion
pretend i am something that i am not
if only it saves me from you
in my every waking thought

Drag me down
twist me around
drag me down
twist me around
you are brutal
oh brutal companion
how you have won

Ria Goff